i was finally back home~
sigh,so tired lorr
woke up at 8am then went to collect scholarship
was released at 11.30
then walked to have lunch
went home,
shocked to see th time
lols,
was 5 mins late for piano
i mean,
later than th time i planned to go for it
throw everything into the bag ,
changed clothes and ran to the bus stop
reached there jus nice 1 am sharp
played for 1 hr,
then home again.
nvr took bus..
cos i jus feel lik walking==
i walked in the mist of people
i felt lost and no one noticed.
walked around the place
which i had nvr seen before
i didnt panic
didnt thought of anything
just continued walking and walking..
but suddenly,
i reached the stairs of my house
when i fell down and hurt my knee
but i felt nothing
no pain, or anything
got up on my feet again
and tears flowed out of my eyes.
i managed to wiped it away.

***************************

day passed quickly.
in th blink of an eye,
everything changes.
people changed, and so does the feeling of theirs.
no one is perfect
no one knew wad would happen in future.
so they cant assume anything
or make a promise which would not be done
for they doesnt kno,
wad would happen tomorrow. SHIYANG, IM REALIREALI SORRY.
i didnt kno i had caused u so much trouble.
i seriously did not kno.
but after reading ur post,
i knew i was realli irritating.
i shouldnt have asked u how to do the questions,
be it math,science or even other sub.
i shouldnt stress u up,
being a pessimist myself.
i regretted.
so i promise i will nt do dat again..
im really sorry.
im sorry i had cried in class dat day.
is the tears wanna rush out de okaies.
i will try to stop it th nxt time.
if i cant, i will find a corner and cry it all out.
i will nt let anyone see.
i will not let them misunderstood its u make me cry.
i promise i wont anymore.
pls forgive th things i had done las time.
can u forget them?
i dun expect ur forgiveness,
i will try to change.
i promise.
i cant afford to lose a good friend like u.
i really cant.


I.LOVE.MY.CHEMISTRY.TEACHER. =D

he is so cute lors!
i mean, his actions and how he speaks..
i dun mind having his lesson for the whole day:D
today,
he told the class dat the reason why mrseet and mrsliao always walked around to 'inspect' us..
he said they were actually checking on the teachers
and giving them graded at th same time
wth??
no wonder teachers always ask us to wake up in class..
pick up th litter..
blahblahblah
now we kno why alr
cos then dun wanna get poor grade=less bonus.
he said, the higher th grade, they will get more $$ ley!
VP walked passed our class today
and many ppl are slping in class
shihao even hang his clothes on the window panel lols
pro arh
teacher tio 'scolded' by vp..
hais

went library th last lesson.
gt a book and borrowed.
carissa was told she had an overdue bk
but she claimed she had returned las yr
so,
she was asked to find th book out
i helped her wif the findin lor
then
within five mins i found it.
miracle.
somemore its on the top of th shelves??
omg
and its lik 7mm thick..==
pro leh me:D OMG.
today is my first time having DETENTION.
lols
my hcl teacher lor
so gentle and kind everytime..
but today dunno wad happen
then she became so angry and pissed
i didnt have time to finish her compre only lehh
then she wan us stay back for detentionT.T
okay,
having POA test tmr
oh gosh
wad should i do??
dun feel like studying lors
somemore there's so much hw..
urgh wah, sch was hell.
brokedown in sch today
nt becos of stress i tink?
erm, maybe abit barhs..
i tried very hard nt to cry alr
but no use
the more i compress
the more i cant stop crying-.-
lols
cried becos i dunno how to do th whole math thingy
when everyone else kno how to ans th qns
and when teacher called me
i dun even kno wad to say
cos i didnt even understand man
the whole thing.
i 受不了自己lorhs
dun understand why i cant digest wad teacher taught
is lik,
whole mind blank when i do the math sums..
has no clue wad it's toking boutT_T

anw,
zhenyun is a very good teacher(:
love her muchy! :D yayy
my com is finally back :D !
okay lols, shiyang,
dun have to be so polite to me la
me too bad lerhs
so stupid, always disturb u in class
ask u why this why dat..
but most of the time u oso nvr teach me la -.-
i often makes u angry lors
cos always 烦 u..
anyways,
had math class test today
i damn pro lols
4 qns left 2 blank
comfirm fail le lor
see la! D:
teacher always chiong her class de
i dun understand a single thingT_T
wanted fangwei to teach me
but she everytime nt free ):
haiz
hope i would soon catch up wif others..
the end~
*still had one essay to hand in tmr,
havent touch yet T.T 13 december 2010

emotional..
why am i born liddat?
i was born to be hated by others
well, i hate myself too.
i hate the way i am
i hate the appearance i have
i hate the attitude i have
i hate myself for being so stupid and dumb

i cant feel the love from my family
my father hate to hear me talk
my mum hates to hear me say
my sis hates me to the core
oh gosh..

quarreled wif father ytd
i was talking to my sis and finding ways to help her wif it
our com. was spoiled, sent for reparation
she cant do her hw without com, complaining to mum
i tried to ask her to sort of get help from her friends'listing a few ppl to her at th same time..
then, my father wanted me to SHUT UP.
he said i shouldnt be busybody since my sis is not talking to me
i was totally freaked out and pissed off lor..):
cant i try to help her? D:

told mum bout the scholarship thingy
that i havent receive my letter,
but im sure i should have gt it wad
since im ranked 12?:/
okay, she doesnt believe me.
she said 'if the government nvr gif, meant that i had not th right to get'
...
try explaining to her
then she ask me to SHUTUP(kind of)
) =
ltr on, did POA hw
ask her for the solutions[calling for her more than five times]
and im sure she heard me D:
and there she was chatting wif my sis happily..==
obviously she was avoiding me )':
BLAHBLAHBLAH.

SCHOOL

i gt the feeling regretting the request to ms Ng for me to sit wif SY
felt dat its th wrong choice to do.
Lik im seperating SY and ZY they'll lor ):
shit, i suck man.
im a totally rotten person T_T

lols,
i think im getting depression
anyone?pls help me out of this, will you ? D=
waliao, random. people,,
should i close this blog??
since this yr will be so busy,
i will have lesser time coping tis blog lerhs
should i close it or not??:/
haiz,
hw still not finished..
gonna do it now,
bye.
我好累啊。。。）=

sch is realli horrible..
i almost cant tolerate this alr..)':
books are so damn heavy
hws are so damn many
things to buy are damn heavy cum many lor
im so tired today,
went home then lied on my bed straight away
slept for 1 hr
woke up le still tired
lik no oxygen within me
LOLs
it's jus dat feeling la,
hais
maths sums cause me headache lor D:
then sci is killing much of my braincells

time flies today,
haven th chance to touch my piano :[
sian!
well, short post today,
bye. ps, i wanna ask ppl who see me today,
i became so ugly right?? )':
alot of pimples man..and messed-up hair T_T HI GUYS!

did u guys have fun on the first day of sch?? :D
for me, quite la,
its quite happy to meet up wif frens (:
raining early in th morning make me feel so cold lorhh
luckily papa at home :D
brought me & fangwei to sch :D
sry jiapeng!):
hahas, hope u dun mind :o

many ppl came and ask me bout my leg,
so i repeated the same answer over and over again
lucky i summarise it,
jus have to say ' can walk, cant run ' (:
clever right?? :D
...

sat in the hall for bout 3 hrs
listening to mr seet's speech and all those
then after mr seet came another teacher,
then another,
then ANOTHER.
leg and butt pain lo
cant stretch somemore
hais
every yr also liddat

climb up all the way to 6th floor
same class as las yr's..
but fangwei is gone!):
she lor! so clever, go 3E.. ]=
went the class beside ours...

hmmm
changed class during HcL
now left only me, shihao and yongming in my class going for hcL ):
so lonely leh
im MORE lonely.
we wasted afew mins on looking for our class
then finally settled down on 1 unknown place
err, is a classroom luhs,
went through lesson..
blahblahblah,

HOME. :D

still nid to bring manymany heavy books to sch tmr =[

Labels: Quick summary of first day of sch. 2010

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i was finally back home~
sigh,so tired lorr
woke up at 8am then went to collect scholarship
was released at 11.30
then walked to have lunch
went home,
shocked to see th time
lols,
was 5 mins late for piano
i mean,
later than th time i planned to go for it
throw everything into the bag ,
changed clothes and ran to the bus stop
reached there jus nice 1 am sharp
played for 1 hr,
then home again.
nvr took bus..
cos i jus feel lik walking==
i walked in the mist of people
i felt lost and no one noticed.
walked around the place
which i had nvr seen before
i didnt panic
didnt thought of anything
just continued walking and walking..
but suddenly,
i reached the stairs of my house
when i fell down and hurt my knee
but i felt nothing
no pain, or anything
got up on my feet again
and tears flowed out of my eyes.
i managed to wiped it away.

***************************

day passed quickly.
in th blink of an eye,
everything changes.
people changed, and so does the feeling of theirs.
no one is perfect
no one knew wad would happen in future.
so they cant assume anything
or make a promise which would not be done
for they doesnt kno,
wad would happen tomorrow. SHIYANG, IM REALIREALI SORRY.
i didnt kno i had caused u so much trouble.
i seriously did not kno.
but after reading ur post,
i knew i was realli irritating.
i shouldnt have asked u how to do the questions,
be it math,science or even other sub.
i shouldnt stress u up,
being a pessimist myself.
i regretted.
so i promise i will nt do dat again..
im really sorry.
im sorry i had cried in class dat day.
is the tears wanna rush out de okaies.
i will try to stop it th nxt time.
if i cant, i will find a corner and cry it all out.
i will nt let anyone see.
i will not let them misunderstood its u make me cry.
i promise i wont anymore.
pls forgive th things i had done las time.
can u forget them?
i dun expect ur forgiveness,
i will try to change.
i promise.
i cant afford to lose a good friend like u.
i really cant.


I.LOVE.MY.CHEMISTRY.TEACHER. =D

he is so cute lors!
i mean, his actions and how he speaks..
i dun mind having his lesson for the whole day:D
today,
he told the class dat the reason why mrseet and mrsliao always walked around to 'inspect' us..
he said they were actually checking on the teachers
and giving them graded at th same time
wth??
no wonder teachers always ask us to wake up in class..
pick up th litter..
blahblahblah
now we kno why alr
cos then dun wanna get poor grade=less bonus.
he said, the higher th grade, they will get more $$ ley!
VP walked passed our class today
and many ppl are slping in class
shihao even hang his clothes on the window panel lols
pro arh
teacher tio 'scolded' by vp..
hais

went library th last lesson.
gt a book and borrowed.
carissa was told she had an overdue bk
but she claimed she had returned las yr
so,
she was asked to find th book out
i helped her wif the findin lor
then
within five mins i found it.
miracle.
somemore its on the top of th shelves??
omg
and its lik 7mm thick..==
pro leh me:D OMG.
today is my first time having DETENTION.
lols
my hcl teacher lor
so gentle and kind everytime..
but today dunno wad happen
then she became so angry and pissed
i didnt have time to finish her compre only lehh
then she wan us stay back for detentionT.T
okay,
having POA test tmr
oh gosh
wad should i do??
dun feel like studying lors
somemore there's so much hw..
urgh wah, sch was hell.
brokedown in sch today
nt becos of stress i tink?
erm, maybe abit barhs..
i tried very hard nt to cry alr
but no use
the more i compress
the more i cant stop crying-.-
lols
cried becos i dunno how to do th whole math thingy
when everyone else kno how to ans th qns
and when teacher called me
i dun even kno wad to say
cos i didnt even understand man
the whole thing.
i 受不了自己lorhs
dun understand why i cant digest wad teacher taught
is lik,
whole mind blank when i do the math sums..
has no clue wad it's toking boutT_T

anw,
zhenyun is a very good teacher(:
love her muchy! :D yayy
my com is finally back :D !
okay lols, shiyang,
dun have to be so polite to me la
me too bad lerhs
so stupid, always disturb u in class
ask u why this why dat..
but most of the time u oso nvr teach me la -.-
i often makes u angry lors
cos always 烦 u..
anyways,
had math class test today
i damn pro lols
4 qns left 2 blank
comfirm fail le lor
see la! D:
teacher always chiong her class de
i dun understand a single thingT_T
wanted fangwei to teach me
but she everytime nt free ):
haiz
hope i would soon catch up wif others..
the end~
*still had one essay to hand in tmr,
havent touch yet T.T 13 december 2010

emotional..
why am i born liddat?
i was born to be hated by others
well, i hate myself too.
i hate the way i am
i hate the appearance i have
i hate the attitude i have
i hate myself for being so stupid and dumb

i cant feel the love from my family
my father hate to hear me talk
my mum hates to hear me say
my sis hates me to the core
oh gosh..

quarreled wif father ytd
i was talking to my sis and finding ways to help her wif it
our com. was spoiled, sent for reparation
she cant do her hw without com, complaining to mum
i tried to ask her to sort of get help from her friends'listing a few ppl to her at th same time..
then, my father wanted me to SHUT UP.
he said i shouldnt be busybody since my sis is not talking to me
i was totally freaked out and pissed off lor..):
cant i try to help her? D:

told mum bout the scholarship thingy
that i havent receive my letter,
but im sure i should have gt it wad
since im ranked 12?:/
okay, she doesnt believe me.
she said 'if the government nvr gif, meant that i had not th right to get'
...
try explaining to her
then she ask me to SHUTUP(kind of)
) =
ltr on, did POA hw
ask her for the solutions[calling for her more than five times]
and im sure she heard me D:
and there she was chatting wif my sis happily..==
obviously she was avoiding me )':
BLAHBLAHBLAH.

SCHOOL

i gt the feeling regretting the request to ms Ng for me to sit wif SY
felt dat its th wrong choice to do.
Lik im seperating SY and ZY they'll lor ):
shit, i suck man.
im a totally rotten person T_T

lols,
i think im getting depression
anyone?pls help me out of this, will you ? D=
waliao, random. people,,
should i close this blog??
since this yr will be so busy,
i will have lesser time coping tis blog lerhs
should i close it or not??:/
haiz,
hw still not finished..
gonna do it now,
bye.
我好累啊。。。）=

sch is realli horrible..
i almost cant tolerate this alr..)':
books are so damn heavy
hws are so damn many
things to buy are damn heavy cum many lor
im so tired today,
went home then lied on my bed straight away
slept for 1 hr
woke up le still tired
lik no oxygen within me
LOLs
it's jus dat feeling la,
hais
maths sums cause me headache lor D:
then sci is killing much of my braincells

time flies today,
haven th chance to touch my piano :[
sian!
well, short post today,
bye. ps, i wanna ask ppl who see me today,
i became so ugly right?? )':
alot of pimples man..and messed-up hair T_T HI GUYS!

did u guys have fun on the first day of sch?? :D
for me, quite la,
its quite happy to meet up wif frens (:
raining early in th morning make me feel so cold lorhh
luckily papa at home :D
brought me & fangwei to sch :D
sry jiapeng!):
hahas, hope u dun mind :o

many ppl came and ask me bout my leg,
so i repeated the same answer over and over again
lucky i summarise it,
jus have to say ' can walk, cant run ' (:
clever right?? :D
...

sat in the hall for bout 3 hrs
listening to mr seet's speech and all those
then after mr seet came another teacher,
then another,
then ANOTHER.
leg and butt pain lo
cant stretch somemore
hais
every yr also liddat

climb up all the way to 6th floor
same class as las yr's..
but fangwei is gone!):
she lor! so clever, go 3E.. ]=
went the class beside ours...

hmmm
changed class during HcL
now left only me, shihao and yongming in my class going for hcL ):
so lonely leh
im MORE lonely.
we wasted afew mins on looking for our class
then finally settled down on 1 unknown place
err, is a classroom luhs,
went through lesson..
blahblahblah,

HOME. :D

still nid to bring manymany heavy books to sch tmr =[

Labels: Quick summary of first day of sch. 2010

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