May 29, 2009 @ 2:42 PM
i first thought someone would really care about mebut now i kno,
i was nothing in their eyes
as if i dun even exist in this world
as if i was totally invisible here.
but wad can i do?
everyone hated me.
i tried to laugh when everyone's laughing
i tried to smile when they did.
But no matter how hard i tried,
it doesnt seem to work.
i hate myself for not controlling my tears
it jus flowed down.
i didnt want to cry at all, u kno,
but wad can i do again?
i nid caring too,
jus lik everyone did..
but do i even have someone to care for me?
no.
nt even a single one wans to..
i was lost.
completely lost in this world.
living in here was difficult.
i hope u can jus tell me why i have to live.
Labels: why i have to live in here
